Thursday, October 22, 2009'♥
dark love ♥
Smile Of Everything
When can I move out of the shadow of the tormented past experience and embrace the future all meant me out there? Isn't it time already? How long do have to wait...
I do not want to get entangled by the past of disquiet and grievances, let's go, let everything go, and it must be time to face myself...
It's time to flash my sweetly nonchalant smile again, engulfing the aged demon of darkness and despondency and gradually dissipating while brightening them with the colours I once possessed in the rainbow of my life. It's time to set my steady gaze on them and wait, for the most tolerant and courageous soul goes winning. It's time to make a mistake of a millennium, and never to be fearful of any failures as preponderant. It's time to put away the painted mask that betrayed my deep but true inner feelings, revealing my real and pure self, so that I would never have to feel guilt towards my loved ones who are so selflessly guiding me from a distance, showering me with renewed strength, seemingly to know it all. It's time to reminisce about them and believe in their beliefs for me.
Never fear, never fear, or otherwise everything back from scratch again. Who says others don't have their own melancholy, demoralising story of own to tell? But it's me, it's me, to overcome the subtle fear, that had governed my life for years, so downhearted, so heart-wrenching, but I have to fight on, wearing on my smile of solace and bliss, calming the disturbed ferocious hurricane of unknown dark forces gripping my soul with a metal chain.
There, I shall utter all them, to cease all the prolonged pain. If I ever failed, my smile will do the job, so is my heart and my soul who had been liberated now, if not a little chortle would be adequate. If still defeated, I shall then summon the tiny but powerful goddess within me, to extinguish all those fiery disquiet from a little wave of confidence that gushes and releases out the glamorous lights of hope and sweets of success.
But nothing can resist and remain insusceptible by my soothing smile of serenity and sparkles, manifesting the brilliance and sanguineness in me...
No longer that haunting feelings, that crestfallen, disturbing emotion that will hold to exist, be gone for good, that triumphant and serendipitous adrenaline that surge instead, to stride out of the dark shadow of the past; rejuvenated and ecstatic; Come on! Rock the World! (:Smile Of Everything
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