Sunday, August 16, 2009'♥
dark love ♥
This week review
I'm abit frustrated at my progress. I think it is the self-practise that contributed most to my progress instead of listening to their lectures. Teachers are only there to assist, we can't depend on them of our futures.
School is so busy, I have an average of 4h free time at home after school on weekdays, and 7h on weekends.
This the proportion of my spending of time every week:
Total: 34h (does not include lesson)
Acadmics: 20h
Homework: 5h
Slacking/Internet: 4h
Piano: 2h
Dance: 2h
Daydream: 1h
Of the 20h Academics weekly, this is the proportion spent this week:
Maths: 5h
Biology: 5h
Physics: 5h
Chemistry: 3h
Humanities: 2h
English: 0h
Chinese: 0h
Look how my languages had been neglected.
Wonder why time is still not enough for me... Why do I still think time flies so fast, why I cannot finish my daily works. Yah, what do you think is a problem?
This week review
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Sunday, August 2, 2009'♥
dark love ♥
Stressed!
It seemed as if I really that persistent, working through the hours, without feeling drained. But there's always still so much left to be done, such that time is never enough to accomplish them all. Everyday, I would come back from school and start immediately on those works, but it seemed so ineffective, for it is so frustrating tp revise the same thing over and over again, having forgotten them once more.
Yah, It's not how long you committed to these works, it's how effective and strategic.
I found frictional books as a form of entertainment now, to relieve the tremendous loads piled onto me. I had abandoned my habit of watching television, as even now, I have barely time for books. Well, I sometimes feel frustrated that I had forgotten about the stories having read some times ago and had to re-read again as if I have never read it, and then I began to ponder if it was after all a waste of time. But then, I knew that I would fotgot whatever I have learnt now sometimes later, then would it also be a waste oif time and effort then? I hope not.
It can;'t be that everything is a waste of time. Well, you need persistence to sustain your talents!
Okay, so I will study less but more productive! And I will strike a balance between work and play too! (:
Meanwhile, it's that stressful, not even have the luxury to procrastinate, or had been forced to forget about it anyway, expectations to meet, dreams to achieved, standards to set.
But i will hold on.
Stressed!
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